Looking back, I realise that both experiences began with the same fear: putting time and effort into something without guaranteed outcomes. For a long time, this fear had held me back. I always wanted to feel fully prepared before trying, but the more I worried about the outcome, the harder it became to take the first step. These experiences helped me see things differently:
Trying does not guarantee success, but it gives success a chance.
If I had decided not to join Perfect Pitch because of my fears, I would have missed the experiences, connections and opportunities that came along the way.
Of course, this does not mean I should say yes to everything or push myself beyond my limits. I have learned to see the coming opportunities more openly, rather than being afraid of the outcomes. I am now trying to apply this mindset during my internship. When I receive a task I have never done before, I focus on understanding what is expected, asking questions and learning along the way. Rather than immediately doubting my abilities, I give myself a chance to figure things out.
As I reflect on my final semester, I feel proud of the award I received and the internship I secured. But what stays with me most are the moments when I refused to say no. Had I let my doubts make those decisions for me, I would never have known what I could achieve. My biggest win this semester is learning to believe in my ability to figure things out, even when I feel uncertain at first. I used to think I needed to be confident and prepared before taking on a challenge. Now, I understand that confidence can also come from trying, making mistakes and learning through the experience. I still do not know where my next opportunity will take me, but I am learning that I do not need to have everything figured out before I begin.